The Past

The Past
Your heart has stopped beating
your breathing has slowed
you cant see straight
your head is fuzzy
you try seeing the good things in the future
but somehow all the things in the past are coming back
all the things you wanted to let go to forget
it all comes back
all the things you once buried
coming back
all the pain and sorrow
all the lonliness
the emptiness
the yelling and the beating
you cant let go you cant forget
you try to open your eyes
you try to look at the good times
the times where you smiled
and felt everything would be okay
you cant find anynothing but pain
your past has come to defeat you
to bury you alive
to eat you from the inside out
it wont let you forgetit takes you over until you are left with nothing
nothing but grief and regret
and an empty soul